Where to start
It has taken me three tries to type this thing. My computer has been so screwy that I couldn't even get on it. I spent the morning fixing it. Well, I've been busy lately. I got my car on Sunday and on Monday I got a job. Woohoo! I start this coming Monday. I can't wait. Tuesday sucked b/c Matt and I are just getting worse. The bitch is starting shit again. She told Matt that I called her this weekend and that she is going to call the cops. I'm really heated about this b/c he believed her. So I decided that when I go to my grandparents house tomorrow I'm going to get my grandpap's lawyer's number and see if I can do anything about this. If she calls the cops then I'm definately going to jail b/c of me punching her the last time. Then my life will be over. I'm not taking this anymore. She's 32 years old and she needs to grow the fuck up. The worst thing that she did was mess with me. I don't take shit and I don't run to the cops, I handle it myself. Don't start shit if you can't finish it! Plain and simple! Matt and I had a long discussion about the whole thing last night. He wanted to know why I was so mad. So I had to explain it to him even though he was there. Short version: Matt and I dated for a couple of months, broke up and he got with her then I ended up getting Matt back and she got pissed. She started rumors at work and told the managers that I was harassing her and I got fired. Intentionally they let her stand out front while I went out front waiting for my ride, so I grabbed her hair, punched her in the back of the head, then lifted her head back up and punched her in the face and she called the cops. She knew that she couldn't take me. I'm a fighter and not one to mess with. Ever since then she still starts her shit. Matt says that she doesn't want him so I always have to ask why she is saying things to him about me that aren't even true? I never did anything. Everyone says "what comes around, goes around." Ok, then why is life shitting on me and going great for her? The more I think about it the more I get pissed and just want to really fuck her up. When I was working, I worked the same shift as she did and Matt worked the night shift and no matter what I did she watched me and told Matt what I did the whole day. If I would get on my cell phone she would tell Matt that I was talking to a guy. Ok bitch, how in the fuck do you know who I'm talking to? Matt keeps telling me to get over it but I just can't. I usually can get over stuff pretty easy but for some reason I can't with this one. She went to far getting me fired from my job, starting rumors, and saying things to Matt that weren't true. Because I got fired, it took me longer to get my car, I have harrassment charges (b/c of the punch and b/c I supposedly harrassed her at work) on my record so I can't get a decent job, so now I have to work three jobs for a couple of months, get back on my feet in my own apartment, save some money, then go back to school so that I can get a decent job, and I had to put a hold on my student loan b/c I couldn't pay it and b/c I was getting such a big income tax return they took out 75% of the check to pay the loan. People keep saying its the past but what they don't realize is what I have went through this whole time. With that job I had great benefits, great pay (I could get my own apartment and get a new car), paid vacation and paid sick days, had 6 call off days a year paid, and worked monday-friday 8-4:30. Why in the hell would I risk loosing all that over some whiney bitch? That's what noone understands. If I had a problem with her then I would have followed her after work one day and took care of it, not on company property. It's pretty pathetic that a 32 year old wants a 28 year old. It's also pretty pathetic that she's that old and still doesn't have anyone and still lives with her parents.
Ok, I totally got off the subject of what I wanted to talk about and now I can't even remember what I wanted to blog about. Hmmm. Maybe I'll remember later.
Toodles!
