Its raining, its pouring.......

Ok so my boyfriend was a total ass this morning.  He wouldn't go and get me cigs before he went to work.  Of course I still don't have a car (being the loser that I am) so I couldn't go.  Finally after going 4 hrs without a cig I decided to walk to the store.  Its only a half hour walk and it had stopped raining and it was sunny outside and started to warm up so I thought that it would be ok.  So I just took my good ole time walking cause it was really nice outside and I just enjoyed the weather b/c it didn't feel at all like winter.  When I got to the store I decided to get bread and milk as well (stupid me).  That's when it started.  I walked outside and the bag broke and my cigs, bread, milk, and the drink I bought fell all over the place.  Then it started raining and hard to boot.  I had taken a sweatshirt with me just in case it cooled down cause the weather has been really weird lately.  So here I was walking up this huge hill with the milk in one hand, the bread and drink in the other and my cigs in my pockets.  I was so wet, my hair was drenched and so were my clothes.  I just know that I'm am going to end up sick again tomorrow.  I just got over being sick.  I am so mad at Matt right now. 

He has been such a jerk lately.  He decided that he wasn't going to pay the phone bill and told me not to pay it either so the phone is shut off.  I can't get hold of my mom to set up a time to get my ins and title for the car.  I finally have enough money plus some to get it and then this happens.  Matt and I decided that we were going to part when his lease is up on March 1.  That gives me a little over a month to get a job and get an apt.  I sat down and figured some stuff up and in order for me to get an apt by  March 1, I'm going to have to work like 3 jobs.  Reason for 3 jobs is that I'm going to have to pay for the deposit and 1st months rent for the place, electricity to be turned on, the car, the ins, groceries for when I first move there, a phone, and a few necessities such as towels, cleaning products, dishes.  I only have a tv, an entertainment center, and a couch for the place.  This really sucks!  I'm not going to even go into details as to why it took me so long to get the car so I'm just going to end it here.

Toodles!