I am so drunk right now. Its only 10pm. That's sad. I am stuggeling to keep my eyes open. I just want to write in here before i went to bed. Ill ck my spelling in the morning. I drank i think three beers and 6 shots in one hour. i got a bday present from matts mom it was so cute...a shirt with a butterfly on it..ok i'm done i need to go to bed...i just needed to get this out before i went to bed.....i went to a small bar...he ended up picking the place.....i saw a green thing shooting through the air it was so close..i don't know what it was....it was sooooooooo cool....i am so mad at mattt....he is standing up for jaime....it seems like nothing she ever does is wrong....she is such a whore...i want to kick her ass soooooooooo bad....she deserves it after what she did to me....what a bitch....