A step towards a happier life.

Today I finally got an insurance co that isn't going to make me pay a fortune for car insurance.  Now I can go on friday and get the insurance and then on saturday I can finally get the car xfrd into my name.  Starting Monday I am going to go and look for a job and start fixing my life.  Everything is just so screwed up right now.  I had to look at the facts.  If I want to make my life better I am just going to have to do it myself.  Life is hard and noone is going to help me, I have to do it for myself.  If I want to be happier then I have to work for it.  I'm only 22 but I feel that I am so old that I can't do anything anymore.  It's too early for me to have a midlife crisis.  Why am I doing this to myself?  I'm still young.  I have plenty of time to fix my life.  If I want things to change then I'll have to make goals and actually keep them.  Today I also started excercising.  This is a step to get back to the body that I miss.  At the time I thought that I was fat but now that I look back and look at the size clothes that I wore, I now realize that I wasn't fat; it was just me bringing myself down.  I had a good life.  I had friends, a nice car, a job, money and I could have easily got my own place but I didn't believe in myself.  Today, that all changed.  Today I started believing in myself and realized that anything is possible.  Today is the start of a new beginning for me.